This intern thing isn't working for me. It feels like every time I come home, I only end up more and more upset and tired. And I don't want to go back home with my mom. Just making the posters for her is exhausting. First she uses AI and expects me to just 'edit' it. Then she treats me like an AI, just making changes to everything with no other thought. And as if a 'sorry' would just fix that. I can't do it anymore. It feels like shit. I feel like shit. And it's not like I ever feel appreciated for it. It's always 'fix this', 'fix that' and never a 'wow you did so good!' is that so much to ask for?

On happier(?) note... I am definitely in love (is it even love?) with Shishen. Like without a doubt. I cannot be here making fucking goo-goo eyes at him just cause he wore a mildly nice shirt that shows off his arms. Or just cause he let me sneak a bite of his ice cream. Lowkey wanted to just buy it for him. But oh well... It's whatever. Also definetley crushing on Kaina, but I can't do anything about it cause she has her own problems with Lesanda and Kavan. And I don't want to be a part of that hot mess. I am MUCH happier as is. I just did good with AAron, can't have more guys upset at me for (not really) taking their girlfriends.